Saturday, August 23, 2003
hey, it's a saturday evening and i'm sick of trying to empty my mail box! at least i finally got under 1000! i can never part with anything really! ;) i'm in a weird mood really, my tooth hurts again, which is scary, as if it continues to hurt, they will have to cut its root! yikes!!! and i would hate to spend yet more time at the doctors'! i just had my kidneys xrayed for 90 minutes last week... ugh... i'm trying to dream myself away to italy, ireland and scotland. i'm reading "dragonfly in amber" at the moment which pretty much helps with the scotland part... sigh... it won't be until october that we can finally go to italy again. this is going to be our first and only holiday this year... and it really is about time! i'm longing for a bit of nature, some small mountains, i want to watch a starry nightsky and hear nothing but a distant train and some animals. i want to sit on the porch in italy and read a book, or lie in the grass, without zillions of people and cars passing by. that's what's really bothering me about berlin: that wherever you go, there are always so many others, you can't have it quiet, and you're never alone anywhere, not even in a BIG park! i need that holiday! and i hope we will be able to visit rome again, we also hope to see pisa and florence this time. two more months... :)
